1. It’s hard to balance the facts that:
- I make other people’s lives very difficult,
- my own life is all but intolerable to me, yet
- everyone wants me alive.
3. Gentleman Jack took me for quite a spin.
4. My analyst, who understands my being a lesbian pretty much not at all, won’t ever watch it. Maybe it’s important for queer people to see queer therapists?
6. Why was there so much bitterness from my gf toward me tonight? What have I done? What should I do?